life is funny
or maybe I should
say life is confusing
just when I think
I am passed the wall
it comes back and smacks
me in the face
it is okay though
I won’t stay down
long
life is funny
or maybe I should
say life is confusing
just when I think
I am passed the wall
it comes back and smacks
me in the face
it is okay though
I won’t stay down
long
The desire is not to rise above the calling
the desire is to follow the calling
follow the path
stay on the road
Journeys though not always inspirational
are always educational
live, learn, feel, follow
listen
sometimes creativity hits a wall
then I feel like I am going to fall
the sadness can take over at times
when I can’t think of anything that rhymes
it leaves me without a place for the black
a place to put it a way
a big red heart
with cracks all around
Maybe I should have known better
than to open my mind for all to see
to show all about me
I usually don’t operate this way
i keep things buried
day to day
No problem for me if
I do not feel
No problem for me if
nothing seems real
The problem is in the truth I reveal
The truth isn’t easy at all- by- Christy
I am so restless-what can I do?
Can I sit still and listen to you?
I could but right now my patience is gone
It is not a good feeling
I know I am wrong
To try and sort out this mess in my mind
I don’t know the way to the peace I will find
Where is the destination
will I figure it out
What is the journey
I am living out
I’m carrying a burden
What I do not know
i need a sign to show me
which way to go
I go in and out of the yellow and black
alternating between the two
I know where I want to go
I just don’t know how to stay there
this is my world right now
What if the numbness continues
what if the light can’t get through
what if I never live up to
all that I’m needed to do
Would this be a moral dilemma
or would it be several gifts never used
Would it be like the vision was blurred
or without reason or rules